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Ye Olde Mallard Westcott (Old)

by Mallard Westcott

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1.
New Haircut 02:25
Walk in through the backdoor and dig through the kitchen drawer there's- Five pairs of scissors and I'm leaving with one Hopping on my bike, riding home, avoiding night Wondering when that thunderstorm might hit Like the cars that come too close making me think Maybe today I won't come home But that's always where I go Around the block and up the hill To the front stairs that are Way too steep Family tells me I should sleep Family is the last thing that I need I'm going on a mission, I'm going on a mission Let it be known I will return I'm going on a mission, I'm going on a mission Let me burn, baby burn, baby burn Skidded knees my bloody shoulder faces the cars Noticing the tractors hanging on there farms And I know it's not like me to think at all But I have this weird feeling and I just don't know What it's called I'm going on a mission, I'm going on a mission Let it be known I will return I'm going on a mission, I'm going on a mission Burn, baby burn, baby burn- burn, burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
2.
You Wish 02:49
You said you wish I was your daughter Even though you have two Maybe there's something so great about me Or maybe there's something wrong with you You said you want an invite to my wedding 'cause you bet it'll happen real soon You said, "all you have to do is look up 'cause everyone is madly in love with you" So go back to wishing on your star And this time, wish yourself somewhere real far From me You said I have to find better friends You said, I can look all around You said if you were in my shoes You's be befriending this whole town So go back to wishing on your star And this time, wish yourself somewhere real far From me
3.
Lame Duck 04:16
yellow lawns turn neon green and I’m watching Liz jump in a low tide bay thanks for the invite but I’ll skip the bonfire tonight I’ve put up with his politics all day two nights ago I had the strangest dream you were dressed up like a devil, it was halloween jumpy castle zip line ride we watched some guy murder his wife On the television screen i think it’s in our nature for us to disagree I have lots of little quirks and you have a lack of empathy a plane flew over us with a banner that said even things that aren’t alive yet shouldn’t be dead three nights ago I had the strangest dream you were dressed up like a devil, it was halloween jumpy castle zip line ride we watched some guy murder his wife through a television screen i know its not ideal, I doubt you would ever take the bait even if we managed to reconcile, my picture of you would stay the same nothing that matters would change god that’s lame a month ago I was you favorite thing to annoy now I’m preoccupied, you went away and I’m still haunted by your stupid voice go away, boy
4.
You joked that I’m just like Holden From the book- we’re reading You said “it’s cause I’m always sad” I said “I think I know the feeling” I get killed- at the ends of my dreams I’m freezing at sixty degrees How’d you do it? The running, I mean It’s Fourteen hours to Chicago I wanna go I could probably be something there But I’m stuck in the middle of nowhere I lose my money like I lost my baby teeth One day I’ll invest in a piggy bank It won’t have a cork beneath You wrote a play- And cast me in it It’s stupid- I play the victim I asked why you put me on the list ‘Said it’s the part that suits me best, yeah it suits me best
5.
Balsam 02:00
Balsam wood, and a very tall man There lies a shield, in one of his hands Will I get it in time, Will I get it at all Will I make it back for will call? Balsam wood, and a pretty small flame They say it’s just another name To describe the same exact thing When will I realize These are not the eyes you wanted When will I realize The world is mine and I won it Fair and squaree I looked up in the middle of the snow I was losing feeling in the tip of my nose I could barely lift my chin up any higherrrrrr When will I realize These are not the eyes you wanted When will I realize That my house isn’t haunted My house isn’t haunted No! My house isn’t haunted
6.
I was waiting for you to walk through the door On the map on the wall, your face was on Mount Rushmore And I like that just because You said I’ll treat you better than whatever that was If it means I’m taking it down If I’m jumping in I’ll be right out You said I see a star So it must be close to where wherever you are You’ve seen enough already I’ll leave you to it I’ll get myself ready For a day, a day without light When you saw me go into fight or flight, I froze
7.
I did know, I didn’t know I didn’t know I that I could stay with you I did know, I didn’t know I didn’t know that it’s the worst thing we could do I was on my longest run, you were by my side the whole way through And I know you could’ve gone faster but that’s not what you chose to do And I know in a perfect world we’d be already at the beach But there’s a sharks dead baby in the sand, a whales about to breach Gotta stay on track Gotta stay in the pack Fish tails can’t swim without a head My legs are apart of me no matter what I pretend
8.
Do you see the man out the window? One hand placed on the screen? Do you think he noticed the bottle? Lamotrigine Diagnose me, for Christmas that's all I want Take away all the excess of things that I'm not I've gotta get a scholarship before I run out of time Lost all my credits, to be fair, they weren't mine to begin with Patience, I'm a patient guinea pig girl Engineer of my cage, maker of my world Does that man even know who I am? Does he think he won't get caught? I forgot I had a camera, I forgot I had to work I forgot to see him first
9.
I’ll keep hiding, pray you won’t mind me not making it to your boat or to your party I’ll surrender the defender in my head when I’m ready but for now he’s staying with me I’m the arrow I’m the deer and I’m lying on my basement floor I’m The girl in the mirror who hates me to the core The second time this month it won’t be the last I didn’t even hesitate when I drove past Your street we used to meet and go and bike to the beach our initials are still carved on the bench I haven’t seen in weeks Take the train, go to Spain, finally have the day you’ve been dreaming of I hope you meet some nice boys, I hope you fall in love The $3000 I couldn’t pay my dad told me it’s too close to the due date you cried when it got canceled- I hope you can forgive me and I hope it gets rescheduled Too much, too fast, too soon, I relapse I tried it all, I hit a wall, I got snd ignored all 9 of your calls I’m still a little kid I still can’t go outside on my own I still have lots of friends and I’m still all alone And god, I’m so sorry for this wreck I am But for now I stay home and be as hidden as I can
10.
Hop Along 03:24
I don’t have claustrophobia But I do around you Isn’t that funny how that works One and one should not make two I bet someday it’ll come to you Like a chick pushed out of the nest You’ll have a real personality You’ll have real friends Do you ever take the lead You’re always following me Hop along, hop along, hop along little bunny I never knew you’d find it so hard To simply be a leader And as for my other friends, Know that they don’t like you either Do you ever take the lead You’re always following me Hop along, hop along, little bunny And you can watch me succeed for as long as you want It’s not gonna get you anywhere Every class, every party, every day that you won’t get off me It drives me to the edge 2, 3, 4! Do you ever take the lead I know as well as you do, so stop copying me Hop along, hop along, little bunny STOP!
11.
half moon in a light blue sky, 74 degrees in the summertime Everlong plays me out of an everlong day, thinking I’d probably stop if he ever did say, when months of isolation, you called it quarancation, for me it just scared me half to death so on and so forth, so I am extremely bored of thinking you might spare me a one word text how can a girl like me get close to knowing what you think when we’re always stuck inside our heads i almost forgot I forgot about you i almost forgot why i shouldn’t almost forgot i forgot about you but i remember why i couldn’t I almost forgot o forgot about youu How card can it be To take a sec to think of me I promise you are not that tough I swear to god you’re not enough So why am i bending so on, so forth, so
12.
Did your shoulder hurt after swinging that bat right at my heart? No tarot card reading could have foretold how far apart we are It’s not you it’s me, oh wait, it might have been both But you refuse to see all that you don’t know I’ve been on a losing streak ever since I turned 15 You’ve been the only person who was there for me (up to that point) I don’t care whose flag you’re waving If there’s a problem there’s a need for amputating So teach me how to lie Teach me how to swing that bat Teach me what you say For someone to hate you just like that Teach me how to lie Teach me hoe to swing that bat Teach me what you say For someone too hate you just like that
13.
8 Digits 03:09
Balancing it all was all rocket science Now we both bathe In radio silence a stuffed toy I grew out of as a teen You’re a nightlight that shut off unexpectedly It’s been around two months since you last crossed my mind I’d write you that letter if I ever found the time You started doing the things I once urged you to do It’s a bit too late for that, you know it’s true Eight digits engraved on a tomb It’s strange to me that I once knew you Hear the catbirds in the afternoon Did your seashell phone stop working too? You always let me play my favorite songs You always knew I played that chord wrong You haven’t ruined anything for me, not even that word that you used To the describe the bad things that I do Eight digits engraved on a tomb It’s strange to me that I once knew you Hear the catbirds in the afternoon Did your seashell phone stop working too? Eight digits engraved on a tomb It’s strange to me that I once knew you Hear the catbirds in the afternoon Did your seashell phone stop working toooooo?
14.
Lamest Duck 01:33
I know it all I know it all twice I thought catharsis could never bite yet, here I am, glitz and glam, your star spangled child what more could you have asked from me? I'm proper, poised, and mild I'm a lame duck in a pond waiting for some bread to regurgitate on asphalt until then, ill play dead I'M THE LAMEST DUCK IN THE POND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM ON IS IT PROZAC OR BUSPAR, IM FEELING ALL THE SAME IM A LAME DUCK IN THE CENTER OF THE SHOOTING RANGE

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a good portion of this was written freshman year. I've had a vision for this album since early 2020 and im stoked and ecstatic to make it a reality. thank you for listening, thank you for being here. quack quack.

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released March 18, 2022

I did everything (I'm Allison Rishel).

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